emo

im so emo,
i feel that im so useless,
im nothing,
im suck,
im so dead,
im a zero...

life is still life

thanks to the god...my mum is ok!i hope that my dad will be fine too...
love converse so much!hehe...
final coming,scare scare
homo2 coming,worry worry
i love my life still no matter what
never give up n learn to give in
be the best n beat the rest
breath in breath out
wooaahhh...im still alive!haha

silver colour

im feeling so down now,i dun knw why...
i hope i can get those friends who really care about me,
why i cant get the kinda treat that i deserve,
sometime,i really feel so sad,so so sad,
i hate being alone,i hate being neglect,
and i dun like people simply accuse me,
and i hope people can understand me too,
i give give give,all my best,im using my heart to treat people,
but what i get sometime is only misunderstanding n pain,
pls think for me too!i ain't robot,
why cant u all knw how im feeling??
do i deserve that kinda thing!!
selfish people!selfish thinking n selfish friends!!
my god,care for urself but not the rest,
bullshit,bullshit.well never mind!

THIS TIME IM SERIOUSLY
i promise my friends!her name is shu ping,thanks for her concern always,
i wanna change myself.i will!i must!i will do it!
i deserve a change,n i deserve a better treat.
start frm now,i will live through my own life.

U SUCKS!!!

ouch...

ouch...
day by day,
year by year,
im still me,
cause me is always me,
cause you are still you,
cause we are still us,
cause they are still them,
cause he is still him,
cause she is still shim,
the earth still running with the sun,
the moon still shine with the star.
and im still waiting for something....

kekasih gelapku

well,who willing to be my gf?lol...i guess no one.haha.dont knw why all of sudden im so emo.this world is damm cruel.fcuk it through my way sial.kekasih gelapku is so nice!i look back n stuck a while.thinking,why should i stop here?should i continue?
recently,im very busy,i was hoping i can get the best.but why cant i get?hope is so nice but yet hard...

IM BACK

well,well....recently i was so busy..let's see what happen k my whole last week...

sunday-my band!urban outcast joined the battle of the band organised by mmu malacca!!well.we were awesome!n we did our best for the competition d!rocks!my cousins n my mum purposely went mmu just to support me n vote for band!thank you!!=) well,the next day they ponteng school cause by the time the thing end already midnight.maybe that was one of the reason they used to ponteng lo!haha.so they stay my place!12 something we reach home.my cousin form4 wan diana was busy using my laptop on9 lo.then my cousin both form 4 and me de,were busy reading comic.we love comic!haha.till so late.we only asleep!

it was my semester break lo last week

monday-emm.sleep till 12something.lol.then rite my cousins woke me up d lo.clever lo them ask me bring them for movie!then at last,we went dp around 3 something.we watched lovely bones!well,it is a great movie for me!i love the story line!n i love the heroin of the movie!she is so pretty n cute!awesome.go for the movie guys XD

tuesday-sleep till 1.30pm(im a human but not a pig)...lols...then rite i guess i went out kua..not really remember.lols

wednesday-i guess i sleep till 1.30pm too.then right lazy here lazy there.then plan to study but right end up playing computer games.lol.at night,went out with my friends n his gf!we went station one lo.meet one of my friends.she is a designer.coz we need someone to design stuff for our company!i ate a burger ayam late in the night!i was so full!

thursday-sleep till 2.30pm.lol.seriously mad liao.then rite wake up,watch tv,read comics then rite my eyes cant tahan d,i keep yawning,at 3.30 o went sleep till 5 only wake up.once i wake up,i bath.then went out,were having a date with my mmu friend,went for movie!we watch under the mountain.god,the show for me is so funny,a bit stupid,it was a boring show!haha.but overall ok lo the show.then right i remember it was a raining day,i went jetty.thunder is so loud,skies r so dark,but i still love the night!

friday-emm,well,i choose to stay home.plan to study de.but once i open the book i will get distrated by other thing.1st thing is tv!my mum was watching a singapore movie lo.then i also watch with her liao.cham.so end up i watch till mid night 3 only sleep n put my studies aside.die.

saturday-early in the morning,i guess 11 something lo.my god brother wake me up d.well he come fetch me n we were busy preparing all the things to bring to kl!well,outcast enterprise was having an event.we been tailor kl!we rocks the night!tailor is awesome!the students there are nice,friendly n rich!lols.i make new friends!well,the event end around 10 something.after waiting for my friends.we go back malacca,around 2 something reach malacca!then we go mamak opposite my shop there,i ate half place of nasi goreng chili padi m half of roti telur!full gila.XD

sunday-emm.woke up at 11 something.lol.gene fetch me at one thirty lik that.we went mmu there!there was an event there.i spent my day at mmu today!wooahh~~~ christine teach me account!thanks bro!haha!n yin hua as well.thanks my fiends!then night i went micro de event!it was awesome.there are so many talented musician at malacca!awesome!well.11 something,i went src there study with my friend!she teach me account patiently!n im fully understand!thanks for spending ur time just to teach me!thanks!=)

n today is already 29/3/2010 early in the morning now is 4am,im still awaking,writing my blog.haha!i got 8am class...got to bed now!night!



i love my life now!life is meaningful!XD XD XD
nights are always young!!!!!peace!! =)

the recent me

It is such a long time i blog since my last update.well,there are too many things that happen recently.and i was like unexpected.i cant believe those things will happen.but i gonna tell myself,yes!i got over you,u're not worth perhaps.never mind.start frm this moment,i wont really believe love anymore.
YES!finally Outcast Enterprise is done!it is a good start man!i love music!i love the studio too!
YES!finally Evo Event Enterprise is done too!it is a good start too!
so recently really busy with my business stuff!but im happy coz it can keeps me frm thinking emo stuff!

i don wanna pain anymore,i don wanna,i don wanna miss u
i don wanna hurt anymore,i don wanna,i don wanna see u
i don wanna love anymore,i don wanna pain,i don wanna hurt.


silince night kills me.i say shhhhh n stuck there.....