难道我错了??

难道我做错了?我不知道,我还是一样的懦.乱,慢,逃避.也许这样是最好的.

fake a smile like usual =)

2007-2011

time flies.5 years gone.now im already 22...read back my old post.i can feel the changes that happen for me.i was really sick in doing things.i guess im mad type =) give a smile to myself.but somehow.i think i can be a betterman!!!

send someone to love me,i need to rest in arms,
keep me safe from harm,in pouring rain...

well,trust is the only thing that important for love.i must have it...

all the best heng ys!

wth

everyone got their limit.i keep quiet doesnt mean im wrong....just u cause the pain in my heart!what kinda friends u are?i was stp n childish for trusting everything that u guys say.but now im fully awake.....wake me up when september end!!!

angry!

im very angry!what i deserve that kinda treatment???what i do was really treat u as friend.but would u give a damm on how i feel?u guys know how to use mouth talk only.do u guys really use heart to feel?i was really too innocent in believing what others say,now now i can see the true colour of human!all i have now is disappointment!am i deserve it?laughing at myself...i remember all the time we pass through what what u give me is just a piece of shit!i see...so this is call friendship that u have called??whoah..it is too deep n i cant understand it.i still need to learn a lot man to be fake in life.pls forgive me that for not having such talent in my life.stay away from my life.i wont remember u anymore!i will in peaceful.i no need nonsense friends in my life anymore.what i need is only true friends.get lose loser.and this smile is for u!!=)
and a last word for u is "FUCK OFF BITCH"!

what what what

life is really hard...lol....i tried my best.why cant u see it?lol..ist a bad thing..really bad thing i did?what can i do...when my heart already torn into pieces and bleeding all this while?am i too weak?can i admit that im lost.im turning in the dark circle...

im missing

im really trying my best not to think!not to think!not to think!i feel heartache,but im really missing u.

im lost!!

i do something i think i should n then i shouldnt!im lost!i think im loosing everythings!im suffer!pain!what can i do to make myself feel better?pls dun make it ur way!what u think is not really work when u r just thinking that will make me feel better!!!!