maybe was my fault?

cant believe just now i get angry so easily.maybe i shouldnt.i should learn how to relax!set my mind relax!




ps:well,no one misses u more than i do

vannila twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here




p/s:yes darling i wish u were here with me.miss u a lot!

me always me

im always hys.i like to think why why,i like to think ss.coz im ys.but why am im feeling blue now?all the things that i can see is in blue.my bed blue.my fan blue.my room's walls blue.all in blue...lol...im seriously not in a mood now.no mood.no mood.no mood.feel so death.emm...wondering this n that.n jealousy slowly eaten my heart.it is eating my heart now.slowly n slowly...biting me.my heart feel so pain...very pain...started to bleed d....


p/s:not in a mood =/