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for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smile?

emm.i dun like to smile.coz i feel that my smile is kinda weird n silly.i hate my smile...but i like to see people smile.emm.why i like to see people smile?cause by seeing people smile,they can replace my smile.i no need to smile n they will smile for me...



i hate smile......
cause im complicated......

自己

问自己到底累不累?问自己到底还可以吗?问自己怎么了?
我很爱泪,我已经快停下脚步,不想在想那么多.
累,我是人类,我很累,但我的泪更累.
很累!请不要把我弄的更累!我已无力承受!
不是就不是.不要在说了!我不是了不起!我只是玩不起!
我累了...

不知不觉我的眼泪掉下来了.

stress

u tell me that is call friends?i pui!friends??u r just some selfish ass!!!so how?u tell me!friends!friends!pui pui!!!stress coz u!

a melody frm my heart

Im feeling moody,and i cant see any mood tonight,
Im feeling lost,i cant find my direction,
Im feeling exhausted,im breathing hardly,
Im feeling sick,sick of all the things around me,

Part 1

I walked into the jungle myself,i moved my first step by using my left leg,then with my right leg,step by step,i was walking slowly on the mud.My shoes were sticked with all the sludge.I walk by a tree,and i stood under the tree,seeing the leaves falling pathetically from the tree,i stretched my hands,the leaves dropped on the palm of my both hands.i hold the leaves tight in my hands,i made my movement by further more,and i saw a river in front of me,and there is a bridge there too,i walked to the bridge,i took a look on the river from the top of the bridge,i could see myself clear by looking on the reflection of the river,then i stood for a moment,i look at the sky,i can see the sunny sun,the sun was round,very very round n deeply inside my heart,i feel so burst,i feel so hot,i took a tissue from my pocket,i used it to wipe my sweat.i remembered it was a very hot day,and im waiting for the night to come....

Alone

Well,how do u feel,do u feel the same as me?
the feeling that i have now is confusing...
yes,im lame n weak in decide things.

but now i feel so alone

i dun wish to have an empty heart anymore,i wanna fulfill my life with other stuff,someone pls change my thinking pls,i cant live like this,cause i will be the loser if continuing avoid n escape frm the fact....

and im lonely,very lonely,
and im alone,very alone,
and im feeling cold,very cold,
and im down,very down
and im sick,sick of myself,
and im hate,hatress is coming now,
and im demanding,very brainless,
and im crazy,always crazy,
and im suck,suckest on the earth...

im im im,what am i?a failure?

*i will never knw

YES,I NO NEED.

Yes,i know im a sucker,im suck in a lot of stuff,i cant managed all my things well,im tired,really tired.im suck in studies,suck in love,suck in friendship,suck in family relationship,suck in business.why im so suck?knw why?cause im a sucker.

i no need youuuu!!
i no need youuuuu!!
i no need youuuuuu!!

i dun wan to need u,but i think i want u....

inconclusion.im suck.well,suck!

Im only 20++

well,recently im so stress!u tried my best d k!dun pressure me!why there are no people who can understand my effort?my hardwork?i try my best!my real best k?????i cant deal with it!stress enough!i dont want to fail as a human k!im not supergirl n im not god too!everyone got their limit!same to me too!!