kekasih gelapku

well,who willing to be my gf?lol...i guess no one.haha.dont knw why all of sudden im so emo.this world is damm cruel.fcuk it through my way sial.kekasih gelapku is so nice!i look back n stuck a while.thinking,why should i stop here?should i continue?
recently,im very busy,i was hoping i can get the best.but why cant i get?hope is so nice but yet hard...

IM BACK

well,well....recently i was so busy..let's see what happen k my whole last week...

sunday-my band!urban outcast joined the battle of the band organised by mmu malacca!!well.we were awesome!n we did our best for the competition d!rocks!my cousins n my mum purposely went mmu just to support me n vote for band!thank you!!=) well,the next day they ponteng school cause by the time the thing end already midnight.maybe that was one of the reason they used to ponteng lo!haha.so they stay my place!12 something we reach home.my cousin form4 wan diana was busy using my laptop on9 lo.then my cousin both form 4 and me de,were busy reading comic.we love comic!haha.till so late.we only asleep!

it was my semester break lo last week

monday-emm.sleep till 12something.lol.then rite my cousins woke me up d lo.clever lo them ask me bring them for movie!then at last,we went dp around 3 something.we watched lovely bones!well,it is a great movie for me!i love the story line!n i love the heroin of the movie!she is so pretty n cute!awesome.go for the movie guys XD

tuesday-sleep till 1.30pm(im a human but not a pig)...lols...then rite i guess i went out kua..not really remember.lols

wednesday-i guess i sleep till 1.30pm too.then right lazy here lazy there.then plan to study but right end up playing computer games.lol.at night,went out with my friends n his gf!we went station one lo.meet one of my friends.she is a designer.coz we need someone to design stuff for our company!i ate a burger ayam late in the night!i was so full!

thursday-sleep till 2.30pm.lol.seriously mad liao.then rite wake up,watch tv,read comics then rite my eyes cant tahan d,i keep yawning,at 3.30 o went sleep till 5 only wake up.once i wake up,i bath.then went out,were having a date with my mmu friend,went for movie!we watch under the mountain.god,the show for me is so funny,a bit stupid,it was a boring show!haha.but overall ok lo the show.then right i remember it was a raining day,i went jetty.thunder is so loud,skies r so dark,but i still love the night!

friday-emm,well,i choose to stay home.plan to study de.but once i open the book i will get distrated by other thing.1st thing is tv!my mum was watching a singapore movie lo.then i also watch with her liao.cham.so end up i watch till mid night 3 only sleep n put my studies aside.die.

saturday-early in the morning,i guess 11 something lo.my god brother wake me up d.well he come fetch me n we were busy preparing all the things to bring to kl!well,outcast enterprise was having an event.we been tailor kl!we rocks the night!tailor is awesome!the students there are nice,friendly n rich!lols.i make new friends!well,the event end around 10 something.after waiting for my friends.we go back malacca,around 2 something reach malacca!then we go mamak opposite my shop there,i ate half place of nasi goreng chili padi m half of roti telur!full gila.XD

sunday-emm.woke up at 11 something.lol.gene fetch me at one thirty lik that.we went mmu there!there was an event there.i spent my day at mmu today!wooahh~~~ christine teach me account!thanks bro!haha!n yin hua as well.thanks my fiends!then night i went micro de event!it was awesome.there are so many talented musician at malacca!awesome!well.11 something,i went src there study with my friend!she teach me account patiently!n im fully understand!thanks for spending ur time just to teach me!thanks!=)

n today is already 29/3/2010 early in the morning now is 4am,im still awaking,writing my blog.haha!i got 8am class...got to bed now!night!



i love my life now!life is meaningful!XD XD XD
nights are always young!!!!!peace!! =)

the recent me

It is such a long time i blog since my last update.well,there are too many things that happen recently.and i was like unexpected.i cant believe those things will happen.but i gonna tell myself,yes!i got over you,u're not worth perhaps.never mind.start frm this moment,i wont really believe love anymore.
YES!finally Outcast Enterprise is done!it is a good start man!i love music!i love the studio too!
YES!finally Evo Event Enterprise is done too!it is a good start too!
so recently really busy with my business stuff!but im happy coz it can keeps me frm thinking emo stuff!

i don wanna pain anymore,i don wanna,i don wanna miss u
i don wanna hurt anymore,i don wanna,i don wanna see u
i don wanna love anymore,i don wanna pain,i don wanna hurt.


silince night kills me.i say shhhhh n stuck there.....

where did i go wrong?

shit,i dislike my temper.why cant i just patient all the time?why cant i be patient.shit me.i guess i was too hurry n too harsh.sometimes,it is really hard for me to think peacefully.what should i do now??someone guide me please?why loving someone sincerely also very pain de,i hope that person will knw,n look at me with her heart,love me with all her heart,i dun like sharing.im not childish,im not stubborn,i just seriously need ur attention,even a small thing or little thing u do will make me smile sweetly.smiling from the bottom of my heart.i try my best to please everything.please,pray to god that everything will be okay soon.

*pray sincerely*

ps:for me two is better than one?how about u?

maybe was my fault?

cant believe just now i get angry so easily.maybe i shouldnt.i should learn how to relax!set my mind relax!




ps:well,no one misses u more than i do

vannila twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here




p/s:yes darling i wish u were here with me.miss u a lot!

me always me

im always hys.i like to think why why,i like to think ss.coz im ys.but why am im feeling blue now?all the things that i can see is in blue.my bed blue.my fan blue.my room's walls blue.all in blue...lol...im seriously not in a mood now.no mood.no mood.no mood.feel so death.emm...wondering this n that.n jealousy slowly eaten my heart.it is eating my heart now.slowly n slowly...biting me.my heart feel so pain...very pain...started to bleed d....


p/s:not in a mood =/