what am i doing now?

Recently,im feeling so lost.1stly,i dun knw what am i doing at all,2ndly,i dun knw what should i do 3rdly i dun knw what can i do.now is midnight 3am,but im still awaking...im waiting for something.i quite sure that im really waiting for something.words can express how i feel now,n words cant tell people what i want now.im confused.im so luan...