emo

im so emo,
i feel that im so useless,
im nothing,
im suck,
im so dead,
im a zero...

life is still life

thanks to the god...my mum is ok!i hope that my dad will be fine too...
love converse so much!hehe...
final coming,scare scare
homo2 coming,worry worry
i love my life still no matter what
never give up n learn to give in
be the best n beat the rest
breath in breath out
wooaahhh...im still alive!haha

silver colour

im feeling so down now,i dun knw why...
i hope i can get those friends who really care about me,
why i cant get the kinda treat that i deserve,
sometime,i really feel so sad,so so sad,
i hate being alone,i hate being neglect,
and i dun like people simply accuse me,
and i hope people can understand me too,
i give give give,all my best,im using my heart to treat people,
but what i get sometime is only misunderstanding n pain,
pls think for me too!i ain't robot,
why cant u all knw how im feeling??
do i deserve that kinda thing!!
selfish people!selfish thinking n selfish friends!!
my god,care for urself but not the rest,
bullshit,bullshit.well never mind!

THIS TIME IM SERIOUSLY
i promise my friends!her name is shu ping,thanks for her concern always,
i wanna change myself.i will!i must!i will do it!
i deserve a change,n i deserve a better treat.
start frm now,i will live through my own life.

U SUCKS!!!

ouch...

ouch...
day by day,
year by year,
im still me,
cause me is always me,
cause you are still you,
cause we are still us,
cause they are still them,
cause he is still him,
cause she is still shim,
the earth still running with the sun,
the moon still shine with the star.
and im still waiting for something....

kekasih gelapku

well,who willing to be my gf?lol...i guess no one.haha.dont knw why all of sudden im so emo.this world is damm cruel.fcuk it through my way sial.kekasih gelapku is so nice!i look back n stuck a while.thinking,why should i stop here?should i continue?
recently,im very busy,i was hoping i can get the best.but why cant i get?hope is so nice but yet hard...